Down another two since last time - yay. Nothing much to say beyond that. I'm still rolling on a super big high from hitting that halfway point. Some good juju from my continuing success will only buoy me to keep going.
I think I might need to start thinking, soon, about what the end game here is. I'm pretty sure that if I bothered to look up the data I'd find that often people lose the weight only to gain it back. I want to prevent that. I don't want to ever have to do this again. I mean yeah, there are probably health benefits to staying healthy and everything, but really my primary concern here is that I don't ever want to have to go through all of this crap again. It's too rigid, it's very difficult, and it's a mindset that's not fun to stay in. I want to get through it and into a sustainable lifestyle. I totally believe it's possible to find a happy middle ground, I just have to A) find the middle ground and then B) figure out how to get and stay there.
It's really all about my old maxim: take what you want and pay for it.
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