Alright, back to winning! What a great day yesterday was. Mostly. I bought a new car, went to the gym, and was down another 2 pounds. It's good to get in a few wins like that. Even though I *loathe* spending that kind of money on anything, I really love the car. I also hate putting in a lot of effort, but I do love seeing results. That kind of love/hate relationship is pretty much the story of my life I guess.
In other news, i've got 1.5 months to go, and 12 pounds to lose to meet my goal. If I do 2 pounds per week, I will make it. It's going to be close though. Stay focused. Look for little ways to help. Every single bite hurts me at this point, and every second I skip on a treadmill, every rep I fail to do. . .it just adds up. I'm counting steps from the parking lot at work ffs. I keep thinking of getting a trainer or something for this last push. Somebody who can advise me on more efficient exercises, somebody who will encourage a healthier diet of kale and wheat germ (disgusting) or some damn thing that will really get me through this last month and a half successfully. If I finish out the year with what i've done to now it's still pretty amazing, and I recognize that. 88 pounds is ri-god damn-diculous when you think about it. But I want to be able to say I set myself a goal and then I crushed it. Good enough just isn't good enough for me this time.
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